Sunday, January 26, 2014

Julia!

Oh Dear Lord.

Julia! I'm so, so, so, so, so, so sorry.

But I am really glad that Camille is finally being needed again, and their house too! They are totally not going to sell it.

Oh man but seriously the scene where Joel and Julia tell the kids --- It reminds me of when I was seven or eight and my mom talked to me on my bed about how she and my dad were getting divorced, and I just cried and cried, and she told me that it would be better because there wouldn't be all the fighting. But I cried and said I would rather have them stay together and be fighting. She told me I would see though, that it would be better this way, and actually I eventually did.

Other great part of this episode - When Apartment Guy tells Sarah that she's not in over her head, she's just out of her comfort zone, and it's different. SUCH TRUTH. It's the way I feel in my life right now: ending old jobs, starting new jobs, acting in better films. Sometimes I wonder if I can actually do it. Can I really be a professional organizer, making decent money and having flexibility for auditions and films? And more importantly, can I really be a real actress one day, getting paid for it and enjoying my job and its challenges and the people I meet? Or is too much? Is the whole dream too big? Well, I don't think so. I think I'm just very often out of my comfort zone, but that's the only way we grow, right? And the only way we get to someplace new.

Amber wasn't on today and I feel like there were others missing as well, but I don't care. It was a really good episode. I love these writers. I love the actors. I only hope that one day I can rise to that level.